why

am i still working on this proposal?

because i didn't work enough in the past.

and as much as i'd like to postpone tomorrow, the day when post offices reopen, the day when i can send a fax, the day when i have to tutor, to plan song service, to write an article...

tomorrow is the one word i got wrong on a spelling test over 15 years ago. i still remember because it has such funky spelling. why two r's and only one m? i didn't feel dumb getting it wrong but i wanted 100% on my test...you know what i mean? so close but no cigar.

that's me right now. so close but no proposal yet complete.

i love words but only when i control when they come out.